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Fletcher

Location: Grenaa, Denmark

Member Since: March 2008

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The thing about me is that I´m constantly changing. I cant help it really. It´s not my fault, I promise. (<-- lol... why did i just laugh??) Some people say I have some sort of bi-polar problem, some people say im schitzo... I dont believe it. I just think I´m simply... a blank canvas. I can mould myself into whatever I want to be. I´m a drama queen, and quite bluntly honest about it. Because I hate drama queens. I always blow things, scenarios, and people´s reactions wayyy out of proportion in my mind. I used to have a severe inferiority complex. No one can tell now, much less believe me when I say it. In some morbid way, I miss the days when I would slunk around the people I saw as so much better than me, giving them a wide berth so as not to soil the holy ground they tred upon.

To make myself more clear, perhaps... I miss the awe, the excitement and thrill, of seing something that I wished I could be. Someone with confidence, something to atain. Now that I have that... I´m hard pressed to find someone I feel inferior to.. and when I do, I quickly fix myself, because at the same time, it´s a cripling, debilitating feeling of inferiority that overtakes me, a horrible feeling of failure. (tell me somethings wrong with me... I´m starting to think I´m seriously ill.)

I love drinking, as a social action, more than sitting on my own. Tho I do have my alone moments too. Those come rarely, when I feel the need to be happy just "being". I am unfixably adicted to the internet, because most of my life I´ve spent alone. For the last 8 years (since I was 12) whenever I was asked what I´d do for fun, my answer would be "well there´s this computer..." And when asked if i had any friends, i would reply "well, there´s this computer..."

I know farrrrr too many people, but have very few real friends.

Leave me with some good friends and we´ll be runing around the streets like maniacs at 2 in the morning, jumping in fountains, laying in the middle of the highway, smoking out ant colonies, and searching the house for small change so we can buy candy and tequila. We tend to have more fun than anyone else on earth... just dont find us when we´re alone. Because we´re probably sitting on a roof somewhere, writing depressive poetry about death the torment of our souls.

I have been called Emo more times than I can remember, and every quiz I´ve ever taken on facebook or any other site has come to to the conclusion that I am, in fact, Emo. But really, I´m not. I´ve been many things in my lovely short life. But Emo has yet to be one of them... (Unless I´m Emo by default and I´m the only one who doesnt reallize it...) On the list is Goth, hiphop freak, new age hippy, rocker, freak, nerd, gamer (tho nobody actually knows this.. but every child in my family from the brother just above me to the 3 brothers younger than me are all obsessed with gaming), anarchist, and just a general non-conformist (i think that one covers them all) and the list goes on...

Apparently I have a god complex. How cool is that?

Aaaaaannnd I´ve just run out of things to say... which might be a good thing. This has gotten too long as is.

I need another coffee.

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