The Geek is a career IT security expert of almost 20 years.
During that time I have had worked long, hard, stressful hours
for big and small companies doing anything and everything IT
related. I built servers, configured them, programmed websites,
scripted jobs, built and implemented security models, ran support
teams, managed people and departments and strove to be the best I
could be. As time went on the work evolved I started to have less
and less fun doing it. Looking back on my career I can say
confidently I am very successful and have built an industry
reputation to support that. Yet, I can't find many things that
still exist that I can say "I did that". The only big tangible
accomplishment I can proudly claim is a Unites States Patent I
received for my first web application I built from the ground up.
A real-time, web based application that displayed testing results
of 100,000 phone tests of telecommunication systems. Exciting I
know, but for what it was at the time and for the 2 years of my
life I put into that work, it deserved what it got in
recognition. But that's about it. Everything else over time has
been obsoleted, grown past my contributions, or has been
replaced. That's the IT world, ever changing, yet remarkably
unsatisfying for long durations of time. You get bursts
accomplishments that are sort lived as the next problem jumps
into the chamber and the old, spent one is ejected out. Round and
round that goes. Over time the chase has gotten old and the
challenge level has decreased to the point of cruise
After long months of making excuses, procrastinating, and doing everything I could internally to talk my self out of it. I had enough of it and I decided that I was going to be a writer, I wrote it down, I made the commitment. The life of the IT expert is no longer intellectually fulfilling and the challenge has been lost. I am not saying I have lost my inner passion fo technology, I love it, and I will continue to try to be on the bleeding edge of innovation but it has turned into a job. Perhaps it's the nature of the business I am in, the level of expertise I have obtained taking me farther away from the creation and more into the management and maintenance of how its created. Regardless of the reason I realized that I need to create. I keep coming back to writing as something I love to do. I love to write. I am not planning to leave my day job anytime soon, not even on the radar. I am looking to nurture a new craft and see where it goes.
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