Imperfect Perfection

Feel free to chat to me on windows live on (hopes_world@inbox.com) do so at your own risk 

Welcome     

My name is Hope, I am 19 years old I am a BLONDE but far from being a dumb one, I wear a lot of dark eyeshadow, just thought i would put that out there. :).  My mum is Australian and my dad is American so that makes me what? Australian/American, oooooo,  yeah I like that, what else about me ok for one I love anything and everything about angels don't know why but I just do.

Um lets see ok music I like, I will listen to anything as long as I can understand the words, so anything but that music that just seems to be a heap of screaming, I will listen to some rap as long as it makes sence you know not just a heap of words that rhyme but don't go together. My fave bands are Linkin Park, and My Chemical Romance, and a lot of others I can't think of right now, I do listen to country music to. Ok so enough with the music. I do like to write but I don't write very often I save that for my better half.

I warn you I have very strong feelings towards certian topics, I say what I think and I never hold back it is just not in me, ok so some of you are maybe thinking that I am one of these girls that thinks she is right about everything, well I am not I don't always think I know everything because I don't. Nobody can possibility know everything anyway.

More about me ok I havn't talked about my family, so here goes I have a younger brother who is an annoying little shit but i love him anyway his name is Kyle (but i call him Kylie when he pisses me off) he is eight and already a ladies man, I know they start out young now days haha. Um I have two older sisters they are Sara who is 22, and Faith (no not made up I dont know mum and dad must of had faith when their first was born and then I came so I take it they had hope for me lol). anyway back to Faith who is 28 and the mother of my amazing little 5yr old nephew Dillen but he likes it when I call him Dilly for some reason. so thats my family, oh and I better not leave out my amazing girl Skye, If your reading this I love you babe forever and ever and ever and ever and ever oh and one more ever because Brian said it needed one more ......... ok I think I will stop now. 

My past this should sum it up all or the following things I will list, I am not proud of... Ok my past um at the age of 15 I was a "Troubled teen" I skiped school alot and hang out with all the wrong people, I snuck out in the middle of the night, a lot of the times I would come home dunk, some times my dad would find me passed out on the front lawn, I swore at my parents, I have been in handcuffs anumber of times, got arested around about six times maybe more for underage drinking, smoking weed, sneeking into night clubs, getting into fights, I stole a car and crashed it into a police car, got busted for stealing, Stabbed another girl in the sholder, broke a guys leg with a steel baseball bat,  tried to runaway from home three times. As I said before I am not proud of any of these things, If I could go back and fix everything I would, Do not see this as braging or anything. It helps when i talk about it, now at 19 I have grown up and have but the bad girl in me behind me the live I have now is so much better then what you have read here, I have my life back on track, and have made everything right with my family for which I love very much. Thank you's go out to my mum and dad and my sisters and brother for never giving up on me no matter how bad things got they were there to pick up the peices without them I may not have got to see my 19th birthday. So Thanks for putting up with me and still loving me no mater what..              

I S.M 4ever & ever

Love is passion

Love is blind

Love knows no gender, no colour, no race

Love feels amazing with the right person

Love is true

You don't find love it finds you

Love is looking into the eyes of your other

Love is someone holding onto your heart

Love is what I have with one amazing person

A kiss is a kiss it does not mater if a girl kisses another girl or if a guy kisses a guy, A kiss is a kiss be it stright or gay, it is done in the same way.

Just because I am a lesbian des not mean I don't like straight couples...

Here are a few male angels just to be fair

Good reflecting Evil, I like this one

Music I like {key words being 'I LIKE' not you like  }

so here they are in no particular order, nothing is out of place I just like a lot of different music

The Hot Lies, My Chemical Romance,Trapt, Flyleaf, The Offspring, Linkin Park, Yellowcard, Three Days Grace, R.E.M, Within Temptation, AFI, Cobra Starship, 1208, Apocalyptica, Vendetta Red, 3 Doors Down, The Academy Is..., Rogue Traders, Alkaline Trio, Sum 41, Die Happy, George Thorogood, Kidneythieves, The Used, Tegan and Sara, Aerosmith, Def Leppard, Blondie, Death Angel, The All-American Rejects, Blake Shelton, The Veronicas, Silbermond, Seether, Sinéad O'Connor, The Summer Obsession, Art Of Dying, Bowling for Soup, The Cranberries, Theory Of A Deadman, Taylor Swift, Shannon Noll, Dwight Yoakam, Acceptance, Europe, +44, 10 Years, 16th Avenue, Air Supply, Alexisonfire, All Time Low, Aloha From Hell, Amber Pacific, American Hi-Fi, Anberlin, Archie Star, Armor For Sleep, Army of Anyone, Army of Me, Ash, Asteria, Augustana, Autograph, Autopilot Off, Avril Lavigne, Bad English, The Bangles, Barry McGuire (Only one song, 'Eve Of Destruction'), Before Today, Belinda Carlisle, Bif Naked, Big Mountain, Billy Gilman, Billy Idol, Blink 182, Bonnie Tyler, Boom Boom Satellites, Boxcar Racer, Breaking Benjamin, Britt Black, Buckcherry, Busted, The Calling, The Cars, Cartel, A Change Of Pace, Cheap Trick, Chevelle, Cheyenne Kimball, Cold Chisel, Collective Soul, Crash Romeo, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Crossfade, Cute Is What We Aim For, Dash & Will, Dashboard Confessional, Deep Blue Something, The Distillers, Emigrate, Evanescence, Everlife, The Eyeliners, The Faders, Fall Out Boy, Fear Factory, Feeder, Finger Eleven, Forever the Sickest Kids, The Fray, Full Blown Rose, Funeral For A Friend, The F-Ups, The Get Up Kids, Gob, The Goo Goo Dolls, Gotthard, Harvey Danger, A Heartwell Ending, Hellogoodbye, Hinder, Hit the Lights, Hoobastank, Holiday Parade, Hunters & Collectors, I Hate Kate, Incubus, Joan Jett & The Blackhearts, Johnny Cash, John Waite, Jon Bon Jovi, The Juliana Theory, Josh Gracin, Katy Perry (not just because she sang a song about kissing a girl :) ), Katy Rose, Kelly Clarkson, The Killers, Killing Heidi, Lacuna Coil, Lady Gaga, The Last Goodnight, Lesley Roy, The Living End, Ludo, Lynyrd Skynyrd, The Maine, Maroon 5, Matchbox Twenty, Mayday Parade, McFly, Meat Loaf, Michelle Branch, Midtown, Miley Cyrus, Billy Ray Cyrus (btw he has better songs then Achy Breaky Heart), Missing Hours, Moments in Grace, Motion City Soundtrack, MXPX, Natalie Bassingthwaighte, Nena, New Found Glory, New Years Day, Nickelback, NineDays, Oasis, OneRepublic, The Outfield, Over It, P!nk, Panic! at the Disco, Papa Roach, Paramore, Pearl Jam, Player, Poison, Porcelain And The Tramps, Puddle Of Mudd, Queen, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Remy Zero, Rhett Atkins, Saosin, Saving Abel, Sarah Hudson, Secondhand Serenade, September, Simple Plan, Small Mercies, Social Distortion, Soul Asylum, Stabbing Westward, Start Trouble, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, Switchblade Kittens, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, Tapping the Vein, Tears for Fears, Third Eye Blind, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Thriving Ivory, Tim McGraw, Tokio Hotel, Tonic, Train, Toto, Vertical Horizon, Warrant, The Wreckers, Zombie Girl, Yes, Youth Group, Zed, Ayria,Billie Myers, Berlin, Brian Adams, Boys Like Girls, Deadstar Assembly.... ok that will do for now

Deadstar Assembly-Breathe For Me        

Dark Angels Wisper - Written By Hope Sanders

Her wings were smokey black A tear from her eye made her face crack A smile spread her rosey red lips apart In her eyes was an end and a start ######################## With eyes as black as coal So dark they peer into my very soul A shiver runs down my spine A tear down my cheek at the same time ######################## A voice rises out of the back of my mind A voice so sweet and shallow it for sure was not mine It was the dark angel's whisper That would compel me to miss her ######################## She was as beautiful as a dove It was the beauty I just had to have She began to rise into the sky I fell to my knees as I began to cry ######################## I beged her not to leave me I needed her to set me free I realised she had come to take a life So I ended it with the sharp blade of a kitchen knife ############################ The dark angel's whisper was the voice of death All that was left was a bloody mess.