insane1

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I'm a 8th grade (female) student. I have always enjoyed writing, but never shared anything I had written with anyone. I always wonder what the general public would think of my writing, but never wanted them to know that I wrote it. Booksie has given me the chance to have a eclectic group of people veiw and give me constructive criticism on my writting. Besides writting I'm actively invovled in the paranormal community online and am starting my own ghosting hunting group with some close friends. I have been considering joining forces with a fellow peer and constructing a book with short stories and poems. I read alot of Edgar Allen Poe and Stephen King so  I tend to have darker themes, but don't get the wrong impression on me! I am part of our school band and have a huge passion for music.I'm a down right MUSIC FREAK!! I love going to concerts and enjoying listening to CYY!I love altr.rock especially Shinedown and Breaking Benjamin. I also research alot of demonology and try to keep it out of my poems, but they always seem to find a way in whether other people can pick up on it or not. I could ramble on for ever about nothing, but I won't write to much more because of stalkers and other unwanted parasites that might take a fancy to me.... lol thats a joke. I DESPISE THE AUTHOR OF SHUTTER ISLAND, fore I firmly believe I had written the same story before his was published. I must sound deranged, but it's true and it haunts my dreams, well, that's a little tmi.

Well have a great day and whether you read or write or both though they go hand in hand enjoy what you want and courteously trash what you don't. lol

I'm so excited, I'm went to my first concert!! I'm saw Shinedown, Puddle of Mudd, and Skillet! I would also like to reconise my very good friend Buckah and her newly found booksie page. You should check it out, but remember she's new so don't feed her to the dogs. Hope every one has a great weekend I guess, since I could be talking about any weekend not one in specific. One thing this site really needs is spell check, since not everyone is a walking dictionary like my other very good friend Keely.

About Me----*---*

I could easily be considered depressed and not a very happy person........ It irritates my friends because I never have much good to say about anything, but then and again I keep them grounded. I personally don't like to talk about emotions or even show them and I indulge in the sturdy barrier I have put up. Seperating me from the world! I try not to write poems about things in my life because they would be considered suicidal and that I am not. I don't have a bad home life or anything, I'm just constantly at war with my self. Some times it just seems like the world is out to get you... a first class ticket to the looney bin.

I have corrupted thoughts so I've been told and trust me I have much more disturbing work then what I post. I hope some day to get a government job hopefuly something with a weapon; like a field agent... My parents are not supportive of the paths I have choosen. I also study psychology... I know crazy a 8th grader reading college psychology books. Well books are my best friends and sometimes the only.

I love bright colors expect for pink, sry to pplz who like pink, but its not a color.

I listen to WCYY 24/7 I'm not kidding either, well execpt for at school..... darn school rules.

Bands I like: The list could go on forever, but mostly groups who write their songs. Such as;

Breaking Benjamin, Shinedown, Skillet, Three Days Grace, Puddle of Mudd, Paramore, Avenged Sevenfold(RIP Rev), Sick Puppies,

Spose- I'm Awesome!!, Metallica, Godsmack, Disturbed, Nirvania, Seether, Cake, Some country too, like Lady Antebellum, Deirks Bentley

Songs- Mostly stuff that has meaning like; Odd one- Sick Puppies, Break- Three Days Grace, I Will Not Bow- Breaking Ben, Lithium- Nirvania,             45- Shinedown, Sound of Madness- Shinedown, Hero- Skillet, Hopeless- Breaking Ben, Distance- Cake, Ain't No Rest For The Wicked- Cage The Elephant, Last Resort- Papa Roach,

Books- Edgar Allen Poe works, Anything Stephen King, A Child's World (Psychology Book, Very well written) The Da Vinci's Code + Angels And Demons- by some one......

Hobbies- Watching/ going to NASCAR races!!, also watching races at local speedways, Photography, Ghost hunting, Writting and Reading, Listening to music, Helping out my local shelter, playing my instruments- mostly clairnet, but I'm gonna take guitar lessons soon!, Going to concerts and monster truck races, Proving my mom wrong, Saying random things to people at wal-mart like popcorn has TNT, or holy scatological term, the list could continue for ever......... Oh, Making voodoo dolls- very fun to creep out the neighbors at night..... lol, and playing billards

Birthday* Febuary 16th, ****

Sayings- Go smurf a tree, go to the chimmney and stuff it, Scatological term, Necrophilicas are smexy, I love rainDows, Go puzzle youself, Would you like vasoline with that? The list goes on forever, but remeber I'm a outkast 8th grader, where freaks!

Favorite Quotes in a way, mostly pieces from songs I like- they inspire me one way or another.

"Sin With A Grin"- Shinedown                                                      

"Thank you for reminding me                                 Of why I'm sick inside                                          Thank you for the venom, did                                                                                  You think it would paralyze?   These scars I scratch, I tear Are there under my skin                                          Where you've always been Thank you for reminding me, To sin with a grin"

                                                                       "Sound Of Madness"    The Best Song Ever in my book!!!:) Yeah, I get it, You're an outcast. Always under attack. Always coming in last, Bringing up the past. No one owes you anything. I think you need a shotgun blast, A kick in the ass, So paranoid. . . Watch your back!! Oh my, here we go... Another lose cannon gone bi-polar Slipped down, couldn't get much lower. Quicksand's got no sense of humor. I'm still laughing like hell. You think that by crying to me Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, You've been infected by a social disease. Well, then take your medicine. [Chorus:] I created the Sound of Madness. Wrote the book on pain. Somehow I'm still here, To explain, That the darkest hour never comes in the night. You can sleep with a gun. When you gonna wake up and fight... for yourself? I'm so sick of this tombstone mentality, If there's an afterlife, Then it'll set you free. But I'm not gonna part the seas You're a self-fulfilling prophecy. You think that crying to me, Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, You've been infected by a social disease. Well, then take your medicine. [Chorus] I created the Sound of Madness. Wrote the book on pain. Somehow I'm still here, To explain, That the darkest hour never comes in the night. You can sleep with a gun. When you gonna wake up... When you gonna wake up and fight...

                      "Hopeless" Here I lie forever Sorrow still remains Will the water pull me down and wash it all away Come and take me over Welcome to the game Will the current drag me down and carry me away Suddenly the light begins to fade

Break- Three Days Grace

Break....... Away from everybody

Break...... Away from everything

If you can't stand the way this place is, Take yourself to higher places

Odd One- Sick Puppies

Odd one, I wish I was you

You're never concerned with acceptance, we're all seeking out

and fitting in with anyone, who will acept us,

but not you odd one

Hey, it's gonna be okay, Hey, We're gonna laugh at this one day.

   93 percent of American teens would have a severe emotional breakdown if someone called them a freak. If you're a part of the 7 percent who would ask the person, "What was your first clue?” copy this into your profile.

    If you have ever been watching a T.V show, and when the commercials came on you forgot what you were watching copy this into your profile.

If you have your own little world, copy and paste this into your profile.                    

If you and/or your best friend is insane, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you are obsessed with any band copy this into your profile.

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If you have ever read a 250 pg + book in less than one day, copy and paste this into your profile

If you ever get a random urge to start screaming at the top of your lungs copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you've ever yelled at an inanimate object for not listening to you, copy and paste this into your profile.

If that inanimate object now hates you more because you yelled at it, copy and paste this into your profile

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If you could read that put it in your profile.

If you have ever been hit in the face with a ball and started laughing maniacally, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you listen to and talk back to the voices in your head and find nothing wrong with it because you know they're there, put this in your profile.

If you have ever tried to run on water and nearly drowned yourself in the process, copy and paste this into your profile.

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If you noticed that the Kim Possible movie, So the Drama, has the initials, STD, which also stands for Sexually Transmitted Disease, and find that very creepy, copy this into your profile.

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I was super bored today if that explains anything..........

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