I'll start by saying - I am a strong believer that a pretty face
comes a dime a dozen - and though I continuously work on my face,
it by no means defines me nor is it indicative of all I am or
aspire to be.
I still believe in friendship, or I try to - because I know the capacity of my friendship & I believe in my intentions, so I'll believe in yours.
I believe in love. And I believe in the one. I don’t necessarily believe one means the other indefinitely, because I certainly also believe in surprises & life happening. I wont know who that one is until we sit old and gray, and gravity has done us justice - but I still kiss you every morning and still think you’re beautiful.
I am often inappropriate and less then tactful but I frown upon those that are. I can be internally critical though you’ll never know it but I'm also accepting as all hell and I welcome diversity, and what separate’s you from the rest even if that means being annoyingly complicated.
I respect you. As you are flaws & all, I respect you because you’re amazing & wonderful. Because I think every one of you is amazing & wonderful.
I believe in ideals & marriage & the simplicity of structure but these days, after life happened to me and at me; all of that is that much less important & I'd take sincerity and a smile in a heartbeat over appearances & facades.
I have had quite a few of the most complicated years of my life. I have been slapped in the face by existence and I am glad at most of what that’s taught me. The rest I am still sorting through and trying to get to the bottom of. I am complex. I am jaded. I have been hurt. I am loving. I am determined. I am trying. Lord knows I’m trying. And also, that sometimes I don’t try - and that its one of my many flaws, but I believe the universe listens to you if you just find the time and the patience and the faith to speak to it.
God willing I’m gonna' be all right.
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