Okay, truth time. New year, new start. I guess... Anyway, one
of my new years resolutions is to not let this year be like my
last. And I figured where better to start then here on booksie.
So, truth be told, my name is Katrina and Soroya isn't my real
middle name. I'm 15, soon to be 16, and I live in Australia. I
hate Australia btw. When I'm older I want to move to Germany.
I've been studying German at school for 4 years now, and by the
time I'm done with school I hope to be able to speak it, at
least better then I can now.
My all time favourite book really is Bridget Jones's Diary,
silly as that may sound, because it's the only book I can
read over and over and still get caught up in. I'm not so much
for the sequel though, or the movies. But anyway, I guess the
genre I read most is romance. I'm a huge fan of trashy romance
novels. But they of course need to have a happy ending
that is completely unbelievable. I'm not a fan of reality,
but I'm not a fan of fantasy. I guess I like the reality
which is so far from normal it might as well be fantasy.
Something like the idea everyone ends up with the perfect
person or whatever. Shit like that. I guess I'm a hopeless
romantic sometimes lol.
I can't write romance, I've tried and
failed. I may like to believe in true love,
but I'm not skilled enough to make others. Speaking
of love, guess I should just put in writing that
I've been in love with my best friend for 4 years now. That's
basically, truth be told, what most of my
writing is about. But another new years resolution of
mine is to get over them. So here's hoping I might post
something more cheerful in the near future. I can’t write happy
stuff though, it doesn’t seem to work lol.
I want to grow up to be a social worker for homeless kids
or something. I love the idea of being able to help
people as a living. And I also want to be able to die
having properly published at least one novel that at least
one lonely fucker out there can read and relate to.
Sorry for the swearing btw, but I just want to let
you know I've been holding back haha. To sum me up I guess all
that can be said is that I don't respect a lot of people, but I
do try and respect myself. So far I haven't found anyone out
there worth believing in, but I'm still searching. I don't like
people who preach their religion, I don't like people who think
they're going to marry their high school sweetheart and I don't
like people who pretend to understand something they know
nothing about. Oh and I don't like people who never read
your work and then ask you to comment on theirs lol. I
should warn you all though that I'm a massive hypocrite a lot
of the time, but I never mean to be lol.
Guess I should tell you that I like to write depressing stuff
to try and express my feelings about shit or whatever. I warn
you that I have gone back and read some of my poems and
actually been freaked out by how fucked in the head I was for
writing them, and then spreading the horror upon the world
haha. Oh and sometimes I write stuff that comes out with
a different meaning then I intended or stuff that
really doesn't make much sense. But I'm always happy to explain
if asked to.
My love goes out to anyone who reads my writing,
or leaves a comment on my writing. Thanks to anyone who
read all this btw haha. I just figured I should write
something real here for a change. Oh and, just a bit of useless
trivia about me: my favourite colour is red, I like to
bake unnecessarily complicated recipes to kill the
loneliness, and I only listen to death metal or 80's pop for
Anyway! I'm finished rambling now, I promise haha. Have a
great year everyone, I look forward to all the new writing
we get to share .x