Norealle Ehab Profile

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hello , my name is noran and i am 17 years old girl, this page is like a second home to me , it is a place where i can write all my thoughts and feelings without feeling shame and without being judged for it , i wish the real world was like that too.

so let me let you get to know more , shall we ?

i started writing since i was 10 years old , i started taking it up as a hobby in 7th grade and my writings developed gradually and I was able to express my feelings through paper , I started writing arabic poems but then I switched to english because I found it even more diverse and I was able to express what I think through it more , and now I write English poems , quotes ,songs and I hopefully plan on writing my first book soon and forgive me if I have any english mistakes , it is because I am not a native english speaker. J

I had a happy childhood even though I was the introvert type so I was mostly alone and as I grew up I was able to break out of this shell thanks to one person who I will eternally be grateful to, she is my childhood friend that I have been with for 9 years but sadly she is out of my reach now but ..i do hope to reach her once again.

I experienced or rather I have gone through some tough moments of my life , memories that were tainted with betrayal , pain, depression, anxiety , guilt , regret and one of the most painful moments of my life , all of that showed in my poems because these feelings that I have experienced , I would have loved to lie  and say that they have not broken me down , but  they broke me down but I took them and carved them onto paper like I have always did .

My favorite color is mint green and violet , my favorite sports are ice skating and roller skating ,and if I had the chance to change the world then I would wish for peace  and I would wish that no one goes through what I have went through and I would never want anyone to be in my place because if that were to happen the pain would be unbearable , I know that I have been a little vague and mysterious about my life but I can list a few points to make you get an idea , that would include : being betrayed by your own relatives , being compared to others , being separated from your loved one for 2 years , crying for countless nights , having to fake a smile in front those people and pretending to be strong , waiting for life to just finish you off because you cannot take it anymore ,being bullied , left by your childhood friend without a reason and so on , those were the lightest of them all but the ones that I have not mentioned are far worse and I guess some of you might relate to some of them .

But even so , I still have hope and that is possible because there are some people who stood by me and made me feel that I am worth it , from those people is salma , she is my unreplaceable unbiological sister , I only got to know her for two years and those years are ..i cannot even put it into words but I am eternally grateful to her and others who I will never forget .

Right now or I am always thinking if my story will ever have happy moment that will continue till the end of my story ,and I am wondering if my story will ever inspire someone out there and tell them that even if life seems dark , always remember that there is no darkness without light and that is what my first book would be about , it will be about my life and  my thoughts and I hope it will inspire and help those who were ones like me , hopeless and  those who forgot their worth.i still have hope J