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slippingaway5953

Location: Ashtabula, United States

Member Since: March 2012

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Follow me on Tumblr if you have one(:  thesuicidal-stoner.tumblr.com I'm a 15 year old girl who has been through to  much pain in life to explain. I use writing as my way to cope. Many people will not read my writings, becuase they are to depresssing, but that's what I need to do. I'm a cutter, and I am suicidle. I have been this way for a few years.. I use writing to get these negitive feelings out. I have anger, bad anger. No one understands it, but it comes out  in my poetry. Don't judge me because of it, please. I'm diifferent, I'm scary, but I write so I don't do the things I want. I can control it, I can control myself. I can make it through. No one believes in me where I live, no one around me likes this side of me, so accept it. I am who I am, I try to change, but it doesn't always happen. I'm hyper and crazy sometimes, and that annoys my family, but I like being that way. It reminds me that I'm not always going to be depressed. Everything I do has a purpose, and a reason, regardelss of those who seem to not understand my decisions, I do them for myself. It's MY life, I'll do what I want with it, you can't change me, no one can. My personality is different, and I've never met anyone like myself. My favorite thing about myself is how much I care, you can screw me over as much as you want, but I will always be there no matter what. Sometimes, people take that to there advatidge, but I never hold it against people. It hurts me a lot sometimes, but I love that I care, and I'm there. Something I hate about myself is my negativity. I let myself get so down, and that's the depression side of myself, I try not to get that way. I try to stay happy, but when a person is depressed, you can't just tell them to get over everything. I'm ussually happy and hyper and crazy, a lot of people think I'm funny, but sometiems I'm just weird, but I like being that way more then I like being depressed. When I am depressed, I love to be alone, and write and write. When I get older, I want to be an author. I want to publish my poams, and my books. I've started so many, but I never finish them.

The biggest parts of my life would have to be my sisters, and my ex boyfriend. Even though I don't have him, and we don't talk, I know he's there for me if I need him, and I'm there for him too. I love him, I really do, and I can only hope me and him will gave another time together. My sister is my best friend, you can't tear us apart, we're always together, right now, she's right next to me. c:

& I think the best thing about me would have to be that I actually do love my life, even though I went through so much. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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