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Self-Punishment (the abuse of every former self)

Short Story / Poetry

An angelic nests in the darkness, uncertain of her own heart. She is pulled away from this dismal content by the light... Read More

Soulish Infection

Poem / Poetry

This was written at a moment in time when darkness pervaded the thoughts. Life is worth living, but at this moment, all seemed lost and undone. Read More

Tenderness Eternal

Poem / Poetry

This is a moment above all others...when love is realized and free to live. Read More

When Worlds Die

Poem / Poetry

When worlds are forgotten, this is what happens...ours is next. Read More


Last Updated Oct 19, 2021

We Connect And Emerge



It has been quite some time and I am going to be around here a lot more often. I am writing again. After years of silence, my mind is ready to speak again.

I collected so much data from experience. The lack of understanding no longer exists.


I have eradicated my self hatred.


Let me share with you what I have learned.


Welcome to my abode.

Location: The Deep


I have walked through hell.


I have looked at the void--I even went swimming in it sometimes...And I came back every time.


I have brought all my broken pieces together.


Writing and music made that possible for me.


I do not dwell in rage or hatred anymore, because I understand a lot more than I used to.


I found out I was Autistic a few months ago now. This knowledge has given me ambition, drive, and liberation.


I have since become a healthier person.


Yet, I still fear people. 

It's been one of the hardest things to shake, since people have historically been my tormenters and were never repentant.


If you can, please take the time to look over this checklist. If you relate to these points (I did for all of them), please consider getting tested (if you can).

They have missed many women who have Autism, because of the way it is taught---as a man's problem. Women are often labled with Mood Disorders....even when Autistic. Please don't let this happen to you or someone you love:


The Pathologization of my personality almost killed me. I don't want anyone else to experience this.


Aurora, "Cure For Me":

Marina, "Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land":

Lorde, "Green Light":

Lorde, "The Path":


Music is an incantation.








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