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XxXKittyKloieXxX

Location: Newcastle, NSW, Australia

Member Since: June 2012

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Im a quiet teen who would prefer to fade into the background then have attention on me. I aspire to be a photographer or journalist. I write poetry to get out some of my inner frustrations. The other way I get out my anger is to exercise, much to my dogs pleasure. I know that if I didn't when my anger does eventually burst that I could seriously hurt others or myself.

Most view me to be Emo or Gothic. I view myself as an individual that dresses the way I want to after living a life locked away and unable to strugle free. I spend my life wondering what would have happened if I still lived with my mother and what's happening to my 6 siblings. Are they okay? What has mother done to them? Would I have killed myself if I didn't break free when I did? Things like that.

My homelife at my mothers was really abuseive. I didn't relise it then untill I started to go to my fathers on a reguar basis that what was happening was not right. When I was 7 my father took my mother to court and it got ruled that nobody was allowed to hit me. The didn't actually stop untill I was 13 and ran away from my mothers and moved into my Fathers. I'm now 15 and getting better.

Now I look back and I relise how stupid I was for all those years. I can talk about certain factors of my home life and others I can't admit to myself. I know that what has happened in the past has shaped me to who I am today. I am able to accept what has happened.

I'm not saying I forgive my mother and step-father for what they have done. I don't, but I can know what has happened and hope there comes a time when I can sit down and talk to my mother and explain to her what has happened to make us like this. I'm not saying it isn't going to hurt but I've become experted at working through the pain. I just hope I can help others to overcome the hurt and frustration of abuse and neglect.

Anyways, Moving away from the depressing stuff, I love my family and friends with all my heart. It takes a long time to be able to get in that deep, but when you do, I'll protect you until my lst breath. And I mean literaly. I have a habit for annoying people and I have a very short fuse on my anger. It takes very little to set it off and it usualy isn't very pretty either. I can go from hyper-active to furious in less then 3 seconds (or vise versa)

Anyways, I've been told I have a talent for writing and I love to share and get feedback. Let me know whatcha think Ne? (Oh and yeah, sometime I will switch to different languages)

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