YaoiMaster

(Idk what to do about chapters being formatted weirdly, sorry... might just be for me and not you but it looks kind of hideous :/ )

You can call me Yaoi. 

ISFP | Scorpio | Sx/Sp | 9w1 | SEI sociotype

Gretchen, 20, psych BA student

I'm just a person living with schizoaffective disorder (among other disorders) and unusual fetishes.

I love taking care of things, and it's easy because I hate going outside. The things I love all just exist in one space with me. WELL, I do like the bugs and animals outside, though.

Though I sleep a lot, I have permanent eye bags. 

People who don't know me well see me as very complicated and mysterious, but those who do know me well see me as a very simple and easy to read woman. I never get bored because it's so easy to entertain me. I'd say one of my biggest issues is my disinterest in other people, however. I also never experience loneliness, which people have a hard time comprehending. I enjoy total solitude. 

I may seem intimidating but I promise I'm actually very casual and easygoing. (ˉ﹃ˉ)

I'm madly in love with Gaku Yashiro, Arisato Kazuma, and Tatsuki Nekoyanagi! My goals are to have a tamagotchi that is 365 days old, to own a pet roach (and some other weird pets), to photograph abandoned places around the world (god I wish I had the money xd), and publish some shit, mostly.

I began writing around the age of 8. I write poems, fictional stories (a mixture of crime + erotica), random nonfiction pieces (currently writing a... book?... about shrimp), and essays.

The poems I have uploaded to this site are not the best ones I have written (my best ones were for my former and only lover, but she did not give consent to post them), so please don't see them as a reflection of my overall poem writing skills. 

Interests:

I like to play video games, translate, learn languages, write, make bracelets/charms, and roller skate. I collect tamagotchis. My favorite movies are Les amitiés particulières, Dark Shadows, and Spirited Away. I have cats and brine shrimp. I love squirrels, sugar gliders, rabbits, and birds. Sometimes I watch documentaries, and I read yaoi manga. I also read memoirs, nonfiction books, and research articles. I am interested in plagues/diseases and malware.