Zerocrane Profile

I am a writer and a reader who loves fantasy, mystery, and rom-coms. I am also an otaku who loves animes, mangas and light novels since three years ago. As a writer, my weakness is descriptive writing. No matter what i do i just can't seem to write vivid descriptions but, that's not really a problem because i am also writing in a style that doesn't rely too much on descriptions.

As a reader, i also dislike exaggerated or too much descriptions specially if they don't have significance to any of the characters or the plot. I think its just a waste of time to read walls of descriptions. that's my personal preference though. No offense to writers who has descriptive writing as their specialty.

As a writer, i think my specialty is manipulating the mood and emotions of my characters and any kind of scene but most specially scenes that are "heartbreaking" or mysterious or psychological(see chapter 4, 7, last half of 8 and whole chapter 9 of My Demon Girl)..... Wait, chapters 8 and 9 of my demon girl is still not uploaded on booksie my bad XD.

As a reader i also get emotionally invested rather quickly which i think contributes to my ability to manipulate emotions when writing.

Honestly my grammar sucks i think.... But if i can write a decent story then i will do it even if my english is rather bad. I am an "extreme introvert" and yep... you're reading it right. I am extremely introverted to the point that i have stayed a shut-in for 2 years and quitted several courses in my college days(almost non existent). I have extremely low self confidence and i have bad pressure and stress management making it really difficult to stay long in the outside world. As a result, i cannot look for work and therefore i am here... stuck up in my room writing this shitty profile information that no one would read anyway.

I know i am wasting my time rotting away but, honestly, i already know. I already know that i am useless and just a baggage for those feeding my mouth. Really honestly, how i wish i can just die already so that i will no longer bother anyone. Being ME is so seriously difficult. Having no skills and being a try-hard at writing even though my works obviously won't get noticed anyway.

I didn't mean to complain but, thanks for reading. Whoever you are, really. Thank you for reading this useless wall of texts. I will continue to write because this is the only thing that makes me feel like i am still somewhat useful to the world. I won't stop no matter what they say. I will continue til the day i die(hopefully it is near because i don't want to suffer any longer). And for you who is worried about the possibility of suicide, do not worry. I don't like hurting myself so all is good as i don't have any suicidal tendencies. i wanna die alright thats true but i wanna die a peaceful death not a painful one.